when you showed me myself, I became someone else

Lately
your smell left my skin,
you made your way to the inside.
You're now in my veins,
so every time I'm missing you,
I have to cut deeper to get to you.
Are you trying to escape?
You always did.

Now
you try to get deeper,
but you are already in the mayority,
you are a part of my system,
you are
my system.
Did you know?
It's so obvious.

One day
my efford to get to you will cause my death.
But to die by your side will be such a
heavenly way to die.
I would die for you,
and I would kill for you.
So why don't do both at once?
It will be easy.